Poems Go Here (In Chronological Order)
Since forever
Together we play at one calamity for fun
Facing soft and scripted fears that we can overcome
Do overcome
With gusto and with fervor
Puddleglum
Sky clear for half an hour
Packed
little wishes in my canvas sack
Took a walk for you
Gave up double masks
Drive train gear 2
Sun tripled by glass and cracked black exoskeleton
Threatening to melt batteries, skin from bone, and the
waxed paper bags that I filled with future fat sitting saturated: parallel my swimming in sweat
Vaccinium Angustifolium and chill
High in the low wold
Reading Neizsche
out loud; old friends’
morbid teacher
Read Nietzsche; Sweat
in the harsh spring sun
Macabre teacher
Neath my thumb and tongue
Noitulove
I stand in the shower, smiling, alone
Though I am exhausted my pride is untouchable
fear scented sweat and cold cigarette smoke
spiral out of the drain, crawling back up my legs
to be mixed with a unknown stranger's soap
My soft leather jacket, my shoes, and my jeans,
fit themselves wet to my skin like a peel
as the water hits steaming, I turn it to cold
grinning anxiously back into sunken eyeholes
Before cracking the door to a house I don't know to
Match Made in Purgatory
Hello, Lady. Could you be more cruel?
do you think that's how I wanted to picture you?
fawning for your chew toy, full of fluids
I know we've both been open but it's fairly rude.
Like, bitch, "I'm triggered" but genuine
pull my anxiety strings like a mannequin
you're either ignorant of the damage done
or you find pleasure in digging that needle in
Bildungsro-wtf
Twenty four arms, black and void
all from my center writhing,
While unknowable electric pulses
center in my spine And,
towering tall, grotesque in might,
Unfairly thriving I drink deeply,
my skin laps up blist'ring sunlight
and it tastes ambrosial sweet so
Homo Saevus
Sapiens is always filthy
We're efficient
We're corrupt
We can root out greener pastures
We will crush them into dust
we will fortify our towers
We will drink with fearsome lust
From the gentle valley rivers
From the oceans, black and rough.
Happy Nightmares
Last night I dreamed that you forgave me
All my burdens washed away and
All I had to do was say,
I wanted this. That I was ready
We came together in a loft
just like the one in RRG
Dreamcatcher
I would drink you ‘til I drown
It seems I've no control in this.
I tried to master my own world so
I would never hurt again
But in severe sterility I let robots and demons win
And though we may makes jokes and grin
That we are monsters and machines…
One Sunbeam
Warmth late in the year leaves me conflicted
Want to curl up in the sun’s lap
Want to sprint to get my shit done
Try to meter out my options